RISSA.

Almost Famous

About a few days ago i found out i am going to be featured in a music video. Now this sounds exiting and it is dont get me wrong it’s just the girl (who’s music video this is) just happens to be my cousins. We’ve been really close all our lives but somehow i always felt lesser than her. See in a close knit family during family functions there was always “entertainment” ..(Her). This made me feel insacure because everyone including my mother and sisters made me feel like she was going to make it and i will NEVER be as good nor better than this one, Thus i didnt sing. See she was always the bossy, “Do what i want” type. AND THEN theres the ego on this one. OH MA LORD does she have a ego. She is the prettiest, funest, popularest, Most desired best singer in the world (According to her..) Her friends knew this and so did it. Now i love her to death but somethimes there people in he world who need the hear the cold hard truth. She is definitley one of those people. My friends would always aske me why im friends with someone like her. I would say “I dont know, she’s family.”

Now heres where it gets funny. Her mother is an exact replica of her. No joke. Superficial, narsistic, greedy and parsimonious. You name it, she was it. She had a thing for always looking good. She was jealous that her daughters were thinner and better looking then her. This was a big problem in the house. We all saw it but said nothing. If we did we would have to face the rath of Dolly and her callous personality. NOBODY wanted that!

ANNYWAYS…

Now is Rae there were good and bad things. One being that she didnt like competition. So she was preparing for a audition on afternoon and she asked me to help her out with her song. I looked at it reading the notes, knowing that she had no clue how to do this. I sung it back to her looking up at her face with a staggerd look on her face. I asked her what ever so casually. She replid saying she never herd me sing before. I was all “Oh.” Hahaha. That’ll get her. this was my intention exactly. Not long after that i started singing at christmas time and other events. I dont think she liked me “Stealing her spotlight”. Which i wasnt at all but this is how she thinks. Not a very saring person. No wonder she wasnt liked by all her kindergarden classmates. L O L.

I guess well have to see what the future has instore for us all. You may never know where your going to end up but you can make damn sure you know how you got there,

xoxo RISSA.